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Lost...
21/02/2010 11:17:53


This week a lot of pieces of the forgotten jigsaw puzzle of my career in Rock and Roll got remembered.

Firstly I spent five hours in the Groucho club on wednesday with Steve Andrews, someone who was the A and R man for Generation X way back in 1978 who spent a lot of time hanging out with me and Billy. They were actually people who loved and believed in music in those days. Anyway we spent all afternoon saying do you remember when..... and it was like watching a TV reruns of my early punk days that my memory had long since erased...  memories that I had stored on the hard drive of the Tj mind and forgotten where I filed them... I must get these stories down in the blog I thought and I realised I have not written anything for ages...

You know sometimes you blame writing muse for not being there .....but in reality I have only me to blame because I didn’t turn up either.... and I should have been the first in the room.

So here we are...with a story...

We’ve been watching the TV series “Lost” this week from episode one. Its a strange series for me - like watching a grown up made for TV computer game. But I really like the philosophical arguments and moral parables ...I never got into it when it was weekly - I like it on “On demand TV” where you can watch episode after episode..watched all 7 seasons of the West Wing like that and loved it. No cliff hanger gonna hang me tonight!...  anyway, taking a break after a 5 episode session Penelope went to bed early leaving me sitting here....... and something made me look up the phrase “do you believe in Magic..” on Google. Just came into my head. probably got infected with the Lost vibe...

Then it came up on Youtube as a Lovin’ Spoonful track... and then I remembered something else lost on the Tj mind hard drive..... I’d written a song of the same title years ago.. way back in the early eighties. Maybe its something about that show that makes you come over all surreal like...prompts forgoten memories. And then I did remember.

Lets go back in time.

It was after Gen X broke up (Thats a Loong story tooo, painful one with a few demons to lay to rest there too... Billy and I still have to talk about that time and I’m sure we will... but another time....). It was a strange period, as if a bomb goes off in your life followed by a time of an eerie silence.. you’re kinda stunned and it does not seem real... see - a bit like watching Lost.

Luckily the energy and enthusiasm of youth gives you the strength to dust off and just start again... and while I looked for the magic one..the band where you know its right, I hung out and played with a few friends.

Well I’d become friends with an american musician called “Stiv Bators” from the USA punk band The Dead Boys. Stiv got out of it and took a lot of drugs.. and I didn’t.. we lived totally different lifestyles... yet we had a connection which neither of us understood and though we didn’t party together we knew we would do something musical.

Stiv was putting together a new band with Brian James, formally of the Damned and of course part of my past... the dreaded London SS where Brian was our guitarist way back in 1975... We had a rehearsal together in a warehouse off Ladbroke Grove in a tall dark building and did some jamming - played some of their songs and a couple of mine too that day. I made a tape on a little cassette recorder.. (actually probably the same one I used to record the SS 5 years earlier....).

In Generation X no one really knew that in fact I wrote all the lyrics and Billy generally wrote the tunes - a strange turnaround as its usually the other way around. Well that band has turned up in my life a lot this week. I was even looking in HMV records store yesterday and was amazed to see good old “Dancing with Myself” on The TV series “Glee” soundtrack (you can see the clip on Youtube of course..). Anyway after Gen X I used to sit at home in Pindock Mews (you’ve heard that name before in earlier bogs) playing bass and I had started to write songs all on my own having found myself suddenly with no partner. I wrote them on a bass guitar as I had no acoustic or regular guitar yet.

And that day with Stiv and Brian we learnt one of those new tracks I had written inspired by watching the movie “The Deer Hunter” - it was called “Russian Roulette”. Stiv loved the track. Somehow I left him the lyrics and left that day and decided it was not for me - I guess it was a format that I had already done - I loved Stiv but something in my heart said no because I was looking for something else. “You can do anything” says John Locke in Lost and I believed that back then too.

Stiv and I still saw each other from time to time but I didn’t know they had adopted that song.. and It was a long while later that Stiv came around to give me a 7” vinyl single.. They had called the band “The Lords of the new Church” and that single was Russian Roulette. But because Brians second name was James too everyone assumed he’d written it because the songwriting credit just said “James” so no one ever knew I had played a part in that story.....

Years passed and later I wrote another song especially for Stiv. It was called “Do you believe in Magic” and we recorded the demo in my front room and this time while I played all the guitars and programmed the drums, Stiv provided the perfect vocal for the song. It WAS him and I’d written it about him. He promised to record it properly one day.

Then we lost contact. I went on to create Sputnik and years passed in a blur... and Stiv moved to Paris. Just after Sputnik broke up Stiv was finally recording a studio version of the song Magic (he called it Magyk) but sadly I couldn’t be there. But before they’d  finished recording the record  one night he went out..... and got hit by a car. He went home shaken and went to bed. He never woke up.

What made me think of him tonight....?

What made me look that song up tonight only to find Russian Roulette on Youtube? A song about testing luck to kill you.... The video has over seventy thousand hits. And I watched Stiv singing those words and I hope he’s still singing them.

And I promised to enjoy every minute of every day because life is good.

Miss you Stiv.

Lost.

Tony James
Feburary 19 2010


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Man on the Run...
02/12/2009 21:22:34

 
Its been an enlightening few weeks - a time of contemplation and a deeper understanding of why we do this... ( FREE - because we’d do it anyway - that’s what no one ever seems to realise....) Understanding what we’re about... what do we believe in and what are we gonna do next.....
The future -  gigs, more recording - maybe press some CDs because thats what we’d like to have.. a real CD in my hand..... and maybe you would too... 
See, we do what we do because we like it - not to please the Man, not to please the manager, not to please the market, the radio, the TV show producer..
And lets be clear about the music we set out to make.. you’ll hear soon the early songs we recorded way back in 2002 when the computer, the sampler and the drum machine and the Mash up gave us the inspiration.  We liked the MC5, we liked the Kinks, we liked dance music with its loops and bass drum beat.. we liked the idea that any music was possible -  Blues with the Prodigy, programmed drums , no drums, loops, (yes of course we’ll use real drums live, loops are a pain live..and Dominic plays GREAT).. Guitars.. jamming for an hour on one riff, playing long solo's because we love playing........and because there was NO ONE TO SAY NO YOU CAN’T... !!!
We do what I’d like my favorite band, my dream group to do.. because at last the power is with us - not only can we write the songs like we did all those years ago, sitting in a teenage bedroom holding a guitar.. but in 2010 we can record those songs too .. AND best of all, Mj and I can do it all by ourselves... Now look, yeah, we might get a better sound or a better production if we went into some big fancy studio with a lot of expensive trained engineers and producers telling us what to do and how we ought to sound to be on the radio... or to sit comfortably in the rack down HMV record store ..but we’ve taken some real decisions here.. LETS JUST DO IT OURSELVES.. and fuck it, what comes out is just about us. So yes, we might sit here looking up how to get a great guitar sound on some internet blog ..moving the microphone about just like all those years ago watching what Bill Price did ...and now we do it ourselves..
Sitting in this studio we jokingly call the Bunker -  just like in some black and white movie -  the two of us sit making our music.. engineering it, producing it, mixing it..     Ourselves.  For the love of it.
And quick, real quick, in the moment... so that when we drive home that night, we both have a CD in our hands.. DONE, and to US it sounds just right, the sound in our heads. Yes, sure the drum sound could be a little better, the bass a little more compressed, the reverb a little more expensive - but hey - we don’t give a fuck about that because it’s just about the song.. do you feel the words? how is the tune? do you feel it in your heart? ..Its the way you hit the guitar, feel the bass, clap the claps.. do you hear the solo in your head for real...?
And everything else is BULLSHIT! It don't make a damn bit of difference. Ask Neil Young.
And yes the two of us sit there with the rock and roll library of books, movies, photos and art that we like and with the Photoshop manual in the other hand we can do all the graphics ourselves... the Photoshop manual like some giant paintbrush in our hands. The graphics give the music a different context.  It lets us tell a little bit about the story each song has in our heads.. and see if again, just like with the recording, if some one else came in they would change the energy in the room, impose their values and ideas....
And now...hey, along comes a £100 hi def video camera and iMovie 09 and we’re in the video business.....  
And along comes uStream and we’re in the broadcasting business...
Watch us live in the studio while we write and record the next song.. as it happens all into the little camera into the top of my Mac laptop...
And what you see is just what we do, what we hear, what we see, what we have to say. And Nobody tells us no. 
So... thats the plan.. you’re with us, engaged, interested in something that is real. Are you with us? if not...welllllll, there are countless other bands out there doing what they believe in, doing it their way and you can tune into their lives. 
I believe we should encourage everyone. Everyone has the future in their hands now. There’s a group of sixteen year olds out there tuning up as I write, about to astound me somewhere out in the world with a song on their Myspace page. There’s a fifty year old with a story to tell typing on a laptop somewhere and pressing upload to his Blog that’s gonna touch me... there’s a film maker who no one believes in yet, making a film that’s gonna gross a million dollars...
Lets listen, forget the production values.. listen and look at the idea. Encourage, Engage, Help... and marvel at this exciting age we live in now where creativity is in our hands, we can do it Ourselves.... and that’s why the Man’s on the run......
OK.  OK I know I get carried away, but I want to tell it like it is, tell what’s in our hearts. I feel with Carbon/Silicon we stand at the beginning of a new time again.  A time where we seize control of our destiny. I still believe we should give the music away AND press it up on CDs because as I said back in 2005, the two can co exist together harmoniously. I want to make more films of the band, do live broadcasts of rehearsals, more Carbon Radio shows... more gigs everywhere (and yeah don’t worry we’ll get to your town one day - it takes a while to put all this together and make it work - when it comes to playing live reality DOES have to be reckoned with, people have to get paid and vans hired...). 
I’m gonna do more blogs talking about the creation, the ideas behind this band, telling what we’re thinking, more stories of past times I’ve experienced from watching the Snooker with Johnny Thunders to the realities of sitting here today with this band I believe in.
OK then...
the plan for the next few weeks...
Start Booking shows.. 
Get people around us who believe...
CD cover artwork... and what about a Box set?
What about a load of new t-shirts?
Record more.. (we can’t stop)
Remix the Early Years tracks (the ‘Bangers and Mash’ album)
Write more blogs.. have more thoughts
Play guitar... rehearse the band
Oh yes ...and have a happy Christmas...
There’s a lot of work to do. And a lot of FUN to have. That’s what its all about isn’t it?

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Carbon Radio Lives!
16/11/2009 19:48:02



Wow what a great evening it was last Friday listening to our own new record on Carbon Radio and being able to chat with everyone - the time seemed to go so fast.....! Even more amazing to find that thousands of people have downloaded the album in the first couple of days.. That’s what we love about the M.P.Free world!

Both me and Mick wanted everyone to know how much the feedback on the new album means to us and how very much we appreciate all the love and support and positive comments that have been posted on the message boards these past days.

We have so many plans - so many ideas on how to go forward as well as itching fingers to get writing new material and get back in the studio..again....  

Gig plans coming soon as well as more live chats and live recording sessions on Carbon Radio!

Oh yes, and more blogs and stories...

Exciting times.....

Stay posted and keep us posted about your views - we love the feedback...


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A Tale of Two Punks...
30/10/2009 16:11:05



It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of light, it was the season of darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing before us, we were all going direct to heaven, we all going direct the other way - in short the period was so far like the present period that some of the noisiest authorities insisted on it’s being received, for good or for evil, in the superlative degree of comparison only.

Charles Dickens  London 1859.




So there we were - seven years in the bunker, chipping away at the relentless face of an industry that doesn’t even want to listen once you get past 35 and when they do,  they just want you to play all the old hits....

Mick and I were always going to be different this time around, a bit more radical, a bit more couldn’t care less about what has gone before, embrace this exciting time we live in and... and we just wanted to make great music.

Because after all it’s JUST about the music.

There was a lot a adversity against this band, even in the early days, all coming from different levels, but all loaded with the ability to wear you down and remind you of how hard it is to still be out there in this industry, at this time of our life.

But we believed we had something special and best of all it was all new songs - I’ve said before about how easy it is to just go out and play all the old hits - although I’m not denigrating anyone who does take that route - shit, it’s hard enough to make a living and both me and Mick have enough of a back catalogue to sell out a venue if we chose to make things easy - but we were determined to do it our way - cross new frontiers and find a new way. 

I can’t deny we were both thrilled when we found the management of our dreams and there were some wonderful dreams fulfilled during the time we spent with them, but inevitably, when the artists have such a strong sense of identity, there came the parting of the ways, the time when the vision of where we were going differed to where the management wanted us to be. 

And this caused both Mick and me a lot of pain and heartache..... it fucked with us personally and creatively which is why we appear to have disappeared and it’s why I’m writing this now.

The great Billy Holiday wrote “Don’t Explain”.

And I won’t.... but I will say that we are closer than we ever were, more determined to do it our way, to keep on doing what we do, with nothing to prove to the outside and everything to prove to our fans and the people that believe this group can make great music.

So here we go.  And what I really want to say - what WE wanted to say -  is just give us a few more days and then you can see and hear what we’ve been up to this past year.

We’re going to put the whole new album out there for free, complete with artwork, all in one go.  We both know it’s not the album we intended to make, it carries the scars of recent upheavals, but it got made and it deserves to be heard - not least because it’s for real.

We look forward to hearing what you think....

It’s good to be back.

Tony James and Mick Jones
October 30 2009

P.S For Leo and Dominic too, thanks for your love and patience....


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Recorded in the Moment, as it happens.....?
14/03/2009 13:50:59


Mj and Tj wait for the moment...

 

Aaah that question.... We often sit in our Acton studio,  trying to get to ...er, the ... essence of how we want the record to sound.

Yes I know we’ve been at it since we finished the American tour last May...(apart from the gigs during the summer)  We came off that tour with a couple of great guitar riffs that we played in the sound check. The Manic riff to “Whats up Doc?” had become a staple sound check choice. The amazing thing is that the lyrics came to me on the Virgin Atlantic flight to Chicago on the way to the SWSX festival.

This time I was flying alone.  Mick had travelled ahead via New York to see friends and we were to meet up in Austin Texas.  I was looking forward to the flight - a little luxury time with myself.  I was hoping for  8 hours of indulgence.... a film (I started Michael Clayton and got bored...) catching up on some serious reading and thinking but as always, a moment grabbed me,  a lyric idea jumped into my head and I was off.  “What’s up doc?” ....basic concept is that a man goes to the doctors and says, hey I'm still determined to rock and even if the bones don’t wanna shake, the heart does, so here I go whatever you tell me.....simple idea, but then the best ones often are.....anyway, before I knew it, the lyrics were scrawled all over an A4 sheet of paper and thousands of miles of Atlantic had passed and I hadn't even looked up.  Actually I was aware during the whole journey of two Australians sitting at the bar in the cabin, getting drunker and drunker with a joyful determination that did not falter until the flight started it's descent.  Those guys were like my soundtrack and they were having a really GOOD time.  I liked that.  I also noticed glamorous women changing out of glamorous clothes into track suits at the start of the journey only to disappear again at the end, re-emerging once again perfect as we began to land at Chicago airport.  Apart from that, the journey had passed in the blink of a lyrical eye.  The long flight had been of great benefit I told my manager as soon as I spoke to him on landing.  I had a new song idea down, the guitar riff was there in my head and it rocked.

And that’s how it happens. Is it inspiration? Mj always says the song is already there in the ether...  you just have to find it. Tap into it.  Maybe it was being so high in the air, but I like to think .......

And the riff in my head had it's debut at the first sound check and at every sound check subsequently we’d blast through it. What fun. You know it works when you cannot stop playing it because it FEELS right, it has the energy.  Mj was starting to feel the tune coming on.  “PartyWorld” had the same feeling.

God it feels good when a 4 piece rock band taps into that energy and it...it just rocks..you feel like.... wellll...

So when we came back that was the first song we recorded.  Mj arrived at the studio in a bad mood - well, an angry mood actually - but the tune was there now in his head and he just got up and sang it in the space of a few minutes. That “aaaaah fuckin’ hell” at the beginning. Thats for real. tapped the mood onto the record. Live in the moment.

Hmmmm “For real

Those words keep coming up again again to us. How do we keep it real.  We want the record to be real.. of  “the moment”. No demos.  No going back in and re-recording or layering. Real. Every grunt and breath. Every guitar buzz and feedback. Every bum note that was bent to find the tune.... just in time to just make it cling on to the express train.  When we were 18 you just did it, there are are so many other factors now.  Family, money, kids, fear, reputation, prejudice, experience.... can we exchange the naivety that comes with youth for something just as powerful, something that  is just as good as not being scared to look over the edge?

We don’t want to edit this record.  Don’t want to censor it. Don’t want to make it work within the accepted rules. Don’t want to be professional guys making professional records. Does that keep it vital? You tell me.

The burst of energy.  Its there in the recording. The raw emotion of the song recorded in one take of “Unbelievable Pain” is there sung from the words taken straight off the Laptop - we didn’t even have time to print them out.  That pain you hear is for real......

Real.  There I said it again.

So ok we’ve been at this for a year now.  Why? Because it does not grow on trees.  Does not come every day like a desk job... it comes...... when it comes. Saw a film, read a book, read a story, heard a new track by someone that sets it off. We go to the studio every day looking.

This week we’ve been going back through the tracks recorded... each one usually in a two hour burst of creativity. Two hours from lyric on a page to a living song. And we’re trying to keep the energy of those moments.

Trying to UN-learn what we’ve been taught, what some producers back in the day taught us. How would Spector have done it? - wish we’d worked with him. Look at Kanye's new album...so simple its magic, so raw its...... No fat there.

So we’re nearly there... the titles tell it... PartyWorld, What’s up Doc, Unbelievable Pain, Reach for the Sky, The Lucky Day, Believe or Leave, Make it Alright..... and more

What if Prodigy could jam with the Yardbirds, If I could close my eyes and be watching the MC5? .....What if Hendrix had a Laptop ........if the Faces were still down our local and we as wide eyed teenagers felt the dream, felt the rush? I wish.. yeah, but you have to look up!! But that’s what I’d love to hear if it was out there.  Check out the “Jim Jones Revue”. We love them. We watched on YouTube and went wow!!! Uncanny about the name too... spooky.

The records coming soon. We’re nearly there.

Oh, and I’m filming everything now as well. God I love technology. I’ve got this tiny HiDef Kodak Zi6 camera and I just leave it on now, big brother style.  We argue, we’re surprised. we’re thrilled. We’re inspired. We get tired, disappointed, disheartened ....and then a magic moment blows the doubt away, blows it all away and we fly again.

HiDef, filmed as it happens, broadcast live, see the story unfold. Thats the future. The music is the sound of that time, that story. You can’t copy time as it happens, only replay it.

Mj recording the Unbelievable pain solo....

 

I’ll be editing lots of those moments to make an album documentary... real moments, the real moment when we recorded the guitar solo... even the mistakes.

Hang in there..our futures coming to a screen in your room  soon.

Tony James

Friday 13 march 2009.

Note:
Reach for the Sky” - recorded in two hours from lyric on a page to song in the air.... one take guitars,  grunts and all.  A stream of consciousness. Imagine every book you pull from the shelf inspires... I want to reach for that highness.... The video shot in two hours, no lighting, no steady cam just shooting the room we live in... and a couple of days with iMovie09 - I love technology. Hope you enjoy our rush. See it here

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4xLVEhexx4g


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